Monday, November 26, 2007

Tired...

Having 2 jobs is draining all my energy away... Especially when 1 of them is being ya own boss...
On night shift now, supposed to be sleeping, but was awaken by the thousands of stuffs that awaits to be done...

Drafted a small little list of stuffs to do, thinking if i had 1 mth of break from ST, i might be able to complete everything... Called Yim, helped me prioritize the stuffs... Now a video is still rendering in progress...

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Random Thoughts... Thinking of what happened @ PH...

Bear was screaming his lungs off,
Wobbling about everywhere he went,
bumping into everyone in his way...
Ben following everywhere he went,
coaxing him, telling him what he's been through...
Kel keep telling ben to leave him alone,
He'll get back to normal once he puked...

Initially i was juz laughing my ass off with the rest of the guys,
Bear turns aggressive,
Screwing everyone that tried to clam him down...
Wandering his way through the crowd,
Bumping into people and crashing to the ground...
Ben & I was with him all the way, apologizing to people as we followed...

I was calm... till he shouted @ us, telling us to get lost...
I lost control for a moment, almost laid my knuckle into his cheek,
but managed to changed it to a grab instead,
I found myself choking him wif 1 hand and screaming into his face,
with my echo shouting back at me, i slammed him against the fence of dragonfly...

"if u want us to leave, fine!
only when u wake up!
u dont even know wtf r u doing,!"

Still choking him, i slammed him to the bushes...

"u cant even walk properly,
u think lying in the middle of the road is fun?
tying ya shoelaces while holding up the traffic behind u?
leaving u alone here will juz get u killed!
u think itz worth it to die here juz becoz u came out to drink?!"


he finally got control of himself so we dragged him to some secluded spot and left him to puke...

Kinda felt guilty about the chok-slam part, then again, it eliminated the agressiveness within him... Bear promised not to get drunk till that state again....

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